Middle school

Just thinking about Middle School makes me want to barf. I mean I'm excited but super scared. If you remember your first day of middle school you will get it.
My Mom and I went clothes shopping for school and we got a ton of shirts. Before my mom and I started hunting for shirts I told her that I wanted shirts that were mature but not too mature. We got some really nice mature shirts that I will wear for school.
This week the schedule for school is either coming in the mail or an Email. I hope I won't get classes with people I dislike. Oh wait. I just jinxed myself. I'm going to have a bunch of classes with kids I don't like from 5th grade. Dang it. Well, I'll just have to get some new friends. Everyone does in Middle school. Too much of a hassle to try and see friends during school. Especially when you have no classes with that friend. I'm a mess. My family hasn't even gone Back to school shopping yet.
I'm not ready at all for this. I don't know if my teachers are going to awesome or total jerks. I don't know if I am going to get bad grades. One thing I know is that I know I will hate P.E. And another is I know I will get teased. The teasing part happens to almost everyone.
For some reason I don't feel ready for middle school. I have all of my stuff  and backpack and whatnot.
At the orientation at the middle school, I showed up crying because my grandma Claverie, took me I'm 20 minutes late. I was a mess. 😭 Instead of sitting in the stands with the rest of the sixth grade I sat in a chair off to the side all by myself. I was still crying, more like whining and a counselor for the school walked up and asked me if I wanted to sit in the stands with all the other kids. I said no even though I wanted to sit with my friends super bad.
After all of that, I was put in a group with 2 other girls that I knew and a ton of other kids I didn't know. In the end I found my friends and hung out with them on campus and exchanged class schedules. I didn't really have many classes with them.
Tomorrow is the first day of school and I don't know how it is going to go. I hope I get to all of my classes on time.

Wish me luck!!!🙂🙂🙂🤢

Friends to Enimies

Friends come and go. But family is forever. That's why I try to make Mormon friends.
After the first semester in school things haven't been that great for me. My family was sick from my birthday, we started to move on Christmas, actually MOVING, missing school from being sick, being teased and me and my friends getting into a big fight that split us up.
I'm not going to name them their names cause yeah so we will call 1 of them Kate 1 and the other Kate 2. Kate 1 and I were friends a week into school. After a month into school I met Kate 2. We were really good friends in till winter break. During winter break my family moved. When we were settled in the house I now live in, something was wrong with the air provided in the house. The air thingy wasn't cleaned in a very long time and had been bad for a while. My family got really sick. On the first day back to school from winter break I was too sick to go. So I missed school. The next day when I came back my friends were afraid of me barfing on them. So they ran away from me and I would run after them. Being the person who doesn't  really like to waste their time, I ignored them. For some reason they paused the "Game" and went and told me they weren't part of their "Friend Family". What was that? I had no clue so I ignored them even more. Soon I came to my senses and played four square with them. We played normally for 2 minutes then they started to throw the ball too high over my head where I had to run and chase it into the grass. I told them to stop a ton but they kept doing it. So when they did it again for the last time before I was done, I threw the ball really far, called them both jerks and walked away. We hated each other for a long time. But something happened and now we are friendly to each other. I don't hang with them but I still say Hi in the morning and stuff like that. Instead of hanging with them I started to hang out with REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY NICE popular girls. I love my friends so much now. I know they would never leave me out or get mad at me EVER.

                                            BEST BFFS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!