Middle school

Just thinking about Middle School makes me want to barf. I mean I'm excited but super scared. If you remember your first day of middle school you will get it.
My Mom and I went clothes shopping for school and we got a ton of shirts. Before my mom and I started hunting for shirts I told her that I wanted shirts that were mature but not too mature. We got some really nice mature shirts that I will wear for school.
This week the schedule for school is either coming in the mail or an Email. I hope I won't get classes with people I dislike. Oh wait. I just jinxed myself. I'm going to have a bunch of classes with kids I don't like from 5th grade. Dang it. Well, I'll just have to get some new friends. Everyone does in Middle school. Too much of a hassle to try and see friends during school. Especially when you have no classes with that friend. I'm a mess. My family hasn't even gone Back to school shopping yet.
I'm not ready at all for this. I don't know if my teachers are going to awesome or total jerks. I don't know if I am going to get bad grades. One thing I know is that I know I will hate P.E. And another is I know I will get teased. The teasing part happens to almost everyone.
For some reason I don't feel ready for middle school. I have all of my stuff  and backpack and whatnot.
At the orientation at the middle school, I showed up crying because my grandma Claverie, took me I'm 20 minutes late. I was a mess. 😭 Instead of sitting in the stands with the rest of the sixth grade I sat in a chair off to the side all by myself. I was still crying, more like whining and a counselor for the school walked up and asked me if I wanted to sit in the stands with all the other kids. I said no even though I wanted to sit with my friends super bad.
After all of that, I was put in a group with 2 other girls that I knew and a ton of other kids I didn't know. In the end I found my friends and hung out with them on campus and exchanged class schedules. I didn't really have many classes with them.
Tomorrow is the first day of school and I don't know how it is going to go. I hope I get to all of my classes on time.

Wish me luck!!!🙂🙂🙂🤢